Was going to wake up early to prepare a document for work, but couldn’t resist the tiredness of the body that kept me under the duvet. In the afternoon, I visited the CEO’s office to attend a meeting. I felt nervous before I arrived at the office since I didn’t manage to prepare anything tangible in advance; yet, I ultimately didn’t have to worry about it, for there was no time to discuss what I have been working on. It may be good to assure myself that anxiety does not reflect the reality nor the ramification of the present; while caught up in an anxious mind, the first thing to do would be look into the eyes of the present and separate what is dependent on myself and what is beyond my effort. I have come to think the last few days that I should give it a try to know the limit of my capability and accept what I can. I reckon that it is useful in wiping off worries that are too much to take and get a sense of concentration on what I can actually handle. It wouldn’t be scary to understand what I cannot do; it would be a hundred times better than being afraid of stuff that I don’t really know if I could ever be able to deal with or if it can happen in the first place. It is okay to have limits.




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